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i'm cramping and in need
She thinks it's bathroom time
i'm hungry and afraid

standing on tiptoe for an hour
sergeanted by Her, Her watchfulness
now to hang over her skirt
get smacked, burned buns
a joyous, hot, remembered walloping
.

wherever in the house i go, i go
at Her command, for Her and only Her
purposes, she's taken me and i adore Her

All power comes from Her
All sustenance derives from Her
All worship belongs to Her

Her beauty mocks me
Her words train me
Her fashion dresses me
Her men use me
.

this is not sex talk
this removes sex from discussion
to make room for Hierarchy
make it an insecure male place
his moves called out and ascertained by Her

i've come with the currency from my bonus check
i have no designs, nothing to implore
i just wish to donate to Her this sizable amount of money
for Her pleasure, to do with whatever She wants
i underwrite Her anonymously, in gratitude
for Her simply being the kind of person She is
since i will never be allowed Her
.

How many times will he say 'please'
How many times will he say 'no'
How many times will he thank Her
How many times will the Women kiss after yet one more proof

to know, really to know,
the hurt and revenge
in a Woman's heart

i need to party with girls
who are guys like me who dress like girls
who are in thrall to their Mother and other girls
can't shake the power of Women and girls

7 whishes, 7 whacks
7 kisses of each boot bottom
7 abjurations of anything but allegiance to Her
7 days of conditioning
to be living for Her alone.

She always leads
i always follow

male needs total control
Female to fill him

being trained to be taught to be
reflexively always doing what
She wants

the repetitive mix of Her perfume
and my release
Her fingering and wiping
my just lying there
unable