The Appetite

Nothing surpasses the feel of lips working

and the involuntary spasm

the gob following


i need a roomful of friends


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Always At Home

i hunger to be such a wife

under Power Female Spouse

Her signature on all goods

Her ownership of all things

my waiver of all rights

under contract to Her

my god may i serve

please, please serve

.

One With Her

wanting Her deep touch

needing Her so much

becoming Her as much

Drawer Love

i have no self-control and sneak to Her room

can barely breathe and want to be Woman


when She interrupts and scorns

i just want to give Her all

Sister Hyde

helpless not to do this

the me finds itself real

it brings out my best

it makes me do and do


it makes me She

for an hour and a half

for an hour and a life

it's always been me


.

Prissy's Wisdom

It's so reflexive, coming like a girl

being treated like a girl by Her

being Matronized

allowed to use the girl's loo after the Women go

smells that bring you back

back hard to where you need Her again

and She and Her friends just smile

and cause you to need to wipe yourself



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Affianced

Standing, she gives a full-arm

wallop to me

and more than one or two

i'm reddened

holding-in my grunts to be brave

like a good boi

so that soon She'll agree

to dress me

.

Midnight Snack

She makes me

as foolish

as a sis can be

tells me tales

of the men

and their seed

She'll be taking

and bringing

to squeeze on me

.

Pre-Nup

i signed it all

what i owned, and own, and will be owning

my earnings in perpetuity

an oral diary of worship and admission

in exchange for discipline, an hour's walk in heels stuffed with a rubber cock

She makes me look at males fucking males

She says i'll be female one day

She says the world will laugh and i'll feel the deepest shame

and i walk the room again and again in 5 inch heels

.

Hardening Up

i'm not confused

this is what She 

wants from me

Girling

Being barked into the anal

Being shown entry

Being invaded and finding joy

Dressing like Woman

Hearing the Woman

Living the Woman

Finding The Role

a male life makes sense

being wed

when his Wife becomes 

his Mother

and he, her girl

The Softening

the Strong Woman

seeks to tame

seeks to make males

in Her Own image

but lesser, subservient

dutiful and weak

wide-open pansy

Nancy girl

Women Who Understand

They meet so many of me

under Their trance

trying so hard to be like Them

Going Far Afield

alone in a new city

a fresh hotel and fresher purchases

being femme

waiting for the Domme to knock

Personal Trainer

Her beauty mocks me

Her words train me

Her fashion dresses me

Her men use me


.

Disguise

i need to party with girls

who are guys like me who dress like girls

who are in thrall to their Mother and other girls

can't shake the power of Women and girls

Fashioning

all disguises are good disguises

all Female is good Female

all that wishes Woman makes good wishes

all liquids are good liquids

Make Me

wanting both to be right here

and to be just like this

Jane In Charge

wanting so much to be feminized

to be the girl in the strong hands

of a Woman, a Mother


each erection makes me softer