Adoration

She's married and has cucked himHer lovers She spurnsbut carries their wet seedto my bowl, to my drinking bowltheir spent lust, their sloshShe empties squeeze by squeeze at meto my great, adoring thirst

Only One Meaning

it's important that She cares enough

to dismiss all but my love of serving Her --

erection to be tied to a strangle

in its blatant proof of weakness

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Wind Resistance

She works it out of Herself

relieves the stress of dealing

with fools and makes me one
 

She builds Her strength

making me the source

of trouble object of Her aim


Whatever She hates

She makes me into and strikes

it out of Her life

.

Blessing Her Control

Four precious things


Her heel, Her dirty shoe sole

Her finger, Her abusive words


.

Always At Home

i hunger to be such a wife

under Power Female Spouse

Her signature on all goods

Her ownership of all things

my waiver of all rights

under contract to Her

my god may i serve

please, please serve

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Catechism

She slaps me if i mismemorize my prayers.

She makes me learn them backwards.

Staying In

She had me stay home

tell my boss i was sick

embarrassingly cry 

say "i'm sorry, i'm sorry"

like a caught boy


i am a caught boy

domineered by Her brassiere

and stern Big Sister

Motherly taunts and demands

She's worth so much


.

Surrogate Mom

She knew i couldn't take ten

but i pleaded for ten, and signed 

a waiver for Her.



i felt the damage by three

so by four i begged for no more

but She kept to Her word



intersected my buns with hard lines

Her signature lines

and i shouted my love


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Prissy's Wisdom

It's so reflexive, coming like a girl

being treated like a girl by Her

being Matronized

allowed to use the girl's loo after the Women go

smells that bring you back

back hard to where you need Her again

and She and Her friends just smile

and cause you to need to wipe yourself



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She So Very Far Above

She's seen innumerable men

today, and led them down


and humbles me to be among

the self-admitted ones on knees


She's walked many rooms

i lick their dirt to be near Her Power


She demands some porcelain time from me

to be boxed beneath Her


waiting for the slide of Her

best conversation.


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Summer Camp

i saved up for a new city

and the chance fell here on Her street

with instruments to land blows


make me admit what i felt

and pay much

for the urging on my knees


She didn't care i loved Her stokes

as they reddened me to take home

and think and think and think of Her


.

Tribute

i bought my Aunt a gift

She models here


She knows me more than i

i drink Her in


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Stone Gaze

She wins me over with her single look

She commands, i obey

She is everything, 

i am everything for Her

.

Pre-Nup

i signed it all

what i owned, and own, and will be owning

my earnings in perpetuity

an oral diary of worship and admission

in exchange for discipline, an hour's walk in heels stuffed with a rubber cock

She makes me look at males fucking males

She says i'll be female one day

She says the world will laugh and i'll feel the deepest shame

and i walk the room again and again in 5 inch heels

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Always 'The Boy'

there is no resistance to muster

nature leads toward The Woman

being led by Her, looking up to Her

wanting very much to be like Her

The Neighbor Lady

i had her laundry

the laundry rubbing

She has not told my Mother

this time either

it means i have to bend

bend over, tightened buttocks

get Her husband's slipper in a whack

Her laughs, its dirty sole

Owned

belonging far, far down

well below Her brightness

finding whatever dirt

on Her, brush, lick off

finding Her scent on me

on my clothes all over me

Sharp Correction

it led you here

it disappears

almost at once

with the shock of Her

Jane In Charge

wanting so much to be feminized

to be the girl in the strong hands

of a Woman, a Mother


each erection makes me softer

Cannot Say No, Ever

i do.

i do.