After Hours

Ten p.m.

She held me over and sat me in one place

for two hours and told me not to move

with my mouth cocked open for Her stuff

and She and it were soft and very, very big


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I Am Carpet, The Filth Off It

She understands the need for dirt

to begin i lick floor and put items in my mouththe unclean ashtrays, as much doorknob banging my teeth to, and She says hurry upHer specialty boots aren't newthey've been around and over and sliding through nature and whatnature leaves as it deposits itselfHer vocabulary is one of the looand we usually end there, my tongue so dry from the bootsole, lipsbruised by the cock of a heelrefreshment by the rogue leashrug-burning to the toilet bowland Her soup and Her solidsHer derisive words and spit

She So Very Far Above

She's seen innumerable men

today, and led them down


and humbles me to be among

the self-admitted ones on knees


She's walked many rooms

i lick their dirt to be near Her Power


She demands some porcelain time from me

to be boxed beneath Her


waiting for the slide of Her

best conversation.


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Limb

She told me not to wash after

She told me i had to feel my mess

She told me i had to buy Her things

She told me that was my worth to Her

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To Be Of Use

being in service for hours chained to the loo

caged to myself, cleaning who comes

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The Wet Hospital

cashing-in a certificate of deposit

for an enema bag

and plasticized whores 

feeding me my piss and their phlegm

my insides holding, holding

then blowing-out brown

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Continuous Wet Lips

 

i'm so thirsty

i need an hour of their liquid time

spit, piss, any watery

stuff they can heave

the smell of their insides

whatever they can smear

i need to be that close 

Home Worker

i pay to work with Women

who slave males

i clean up everything

the cum on the floor

the toilet space,

things on the walls and rugs

i never want to go home

this is my home

Internal Query

i'm cramping and in need

She thinks it's bathroom time

i'm hungry and afraid

Sitting Down To Table

when She invites me home

i go home

Inside The Volcano

Preparing my mouth

my tongue and teeth

my throat to swallow

to revere what's been in Her

One Meal

Her white buttocks

the squat above my lips and tongue

the squeeze, a bounty from Her

o i am so hungry, so very grateful


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Great Hunger

She has always been The Queen

i try and try to please Her

no degradation, only honor

in whatever service to Her


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The Cleansing Mechanism

When She readies Her release

i'm there

Olfactory

The Female neighbor Coed taught me

to love Her clothes and learn to respect

Her wisdom in all things: massage

Her feet, lotion Her on the beach,

especially clean Her john. The body

gives a perfume from the Woman --

even what She defecates smells of Her,

the strength and power of Her

and i would take in gulps of Her air

and what would linger there after the flush

would be, still is, Her control.


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Primal Directive

Get down.

Stay down.

There'll be something for you to clean up in a minute.


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Face-Burrow

When widened, and she's sensitized herself,

She calls me in to deep-rim

When The Heavens Open

Philosophic issue.

Punishment or Reward?







(artwork: classic Stanton)

The Greater Proof

The hardest to de-male requires full inundation

Boys' Night Out

Getting the maleness out of the system

Before chastity and obedience to the Woman

End of 'male'. Start of 'boy'.

Though the memory of 'cock'

Becomes later useful for 'cuck'

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