Staying In

She had me stay home

tell my boss i was sick

embarrassingly cry 

say "i'm sorry, i'm sorry"

like a caught boy


i am a caught boy

domineered by Her brassiere

and stern Big Sister

Motherly taunts and demands

She's worth so much


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Office Hours

college is all about learning

how to deal with discomfort

on your elbows and knees

what words are truly humble enough

how to mouth and hold Her juices


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Tribute

i bought my Aunt a gift

She models here


She knows me more than i

i drink Her in


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Affianced

Standing, she gives a full-arm

wallop to me

and more than one or two

i'm reddened

holding-in my grunts to be brave

like a good boi

so that soon She'll agree

to dress me

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Smear

the repetitive mix of Her perfume

and my release

Her fingering and wiping

my just lying there

unable

I'm For Using

i ache to be given over

to be held like a beast

be reduced to the urge

to the giving up of wet

to the defeat of being

shut from Her door


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Home Life

i needed Her mature and old

a Woman back from the market

wanting to order me around

Her domestic, Her boy, wiping up.


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Being In Woman World

all things about Her

make me Her boy

from smells i am lured

from tastes i am fed

all hours to be reborn



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Sharing Second Place

She encourages mutual gender reidentification

She is Woman

boys should always be girls

New World Order

instruction period leading to reflexive obedience and worship

The Semi-Monthly

So that male no longer does his own

So that male has no control

So that Woman calls the time

So that beneath Her is the place

She is Mother of it, Mothering finger of him

He, puppet to Her wrist and chanting back Her words

And eventually he dribbles out and tastes his own milk


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What You Say About me i Carry With me

All Women are my Mother

i am their boy made girl

The Woman's hand is my Mother

i squirt and i soften, made a girl

The Tank

Counting a long time for these nurses, counting a long time, and though tied, starting to buck and see spots, counting a long time.

Afterwards, i drank them.

Twelve Hard Ones While I Sing

The art to it --

That depends on

The joy in whupping


The silent fall of tears

While Women tell

Triumphant stories

Transformation Reinforcement

Women share ideas and let their males,

Once every while, be girls.
The interplay just underscores

What they've become, and who they're not.


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Losing Of Self

When committed to Her

A male gets release in giving Her that


Later: the critique

The Greater Proof

The hardest to de-male requires full inundation

Boys' Night Out

Getting the maleness out of the system

Before chastity and obedience to the Woman

End of 'male'. Start of 'boy'.

Though the memory of 'cock'

Becomes later useful for 'cuck'

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The Teacher

She told me where to go for food and i paid to watch Her eat

On our drive home She recited to me why i was to like Her releasing gas

i did, it excited me to be close to Her inside


i took off Her shoes and clothing when She told me to

and She hadn't bathed and i smelled the days She had been that way

and i sprung to attention, gaining more interest in her cleverness


She spat in my mouth and stood me in a corner ordering me not to swallow

but the saliva built in the mouth and starting to choke i involuntarily did

and that angered Her and She hit me again and again with a long ruler


i've not felt love like that, so pedagogical, and only Her swats

kept me calm, if reddened, deepening the memory

so that i could write this to tell the world there is such passion.


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Helene, Ever-Beckoning

The cocked finger

The drop what you're doing

The I said now

The what did I tell you

The you know the consequences

The you've been on notice

The now you'll have to pay the price

The you'll never grow up

The take it like the man you'll never be


What Woman should not take on the role

What Woman could not -- however diminutive,

However unnoticed at large, however misevaluated --

What Woman could not humble the male and rule


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