Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts
Showing posts with label discipline. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Presentation

She high, he low and answering every single word She calls at him

this is the way of nature, this is the satisfaction

Saturday, October 20, 2012

After Hours




Ten p.m.

She held me over and sat me in one place

for two hours and told me not to move

with my mouth cocked open for Her stuff

and She and it were soft and very, very big


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Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Wind Resistance


She works it out of Herself

relieves the stress of dealing

with fools and makes me one
 

She builds Her strength

making me the source

of trouble object of Her aim


Whatever She hates

She makes me into and strikes

it out of Her life

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District Leader






Say it in German

then do it, do it to me



Blessing Her Control



Four precious things


Her heel, Her dirty shoe sole

Her finger, Her abusive words


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Empowerment Costume Party


Women, given the symbols

get into it.  They learn how to take


tear into it, ride with the Power feel

and later, shocked at their acts


need to do it, nevertheless, again

oh shame.  oh glory.

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Sunday, October 14, 2012

I Am Carpet, The Filth Off It


She understands the need for dirt
to begin i lick floor and put items in my mouththe unclean ashtrays, as much doorknob banging my teeth to, and She says hurry upHer specialty boots aren't newthey've been around and over and sliding through nature and whatnature leaves as it deposits itselfHer vocabulary is one of the looand we usually end there, my tongue so dry from the bootsole, lipsbruised by the cock of a heelrefreshment by the rogue leashrug-burning to the toilet bowland Her soup and Her solidsHer derisive words and spit

Monday, October 1, 2012

Catechism





She slaps me if i mismemorize my prayers.

She makes me learn them backwards.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

A Strapping In Silk



She chose to make me girl

and heat my buttocks


i never want to leave 

this permanent role

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Staying In


She had me stay home

tell my boss i was sick

embarrassingly cry 

say "i'm sorry, i'm sorry"

like a caught boy


i am a caught boy

domineered by Her brassiere

and stern Big Sister

Motherly taunts and demands

She's worth so much


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Office Hours


college is all about learning

how to deal with discomfort

on your elbows and knees

what words are truly humble enough

how to mouth and hold Her juices


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The Woman Dana Specht


my correction for wanting Her

is to be scolded and smacked


my weak hardness goes limp

as She has me count out


sometimes i cannot walk

well enough for a day


and half sleep on my gut

rehearing Her words, Her scorn


i am full of Herself, in my need

for the strength of Her stroke


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Saturday, September 8, 2012

The Camp Of One Kind


i want to serve a sentence

of humiliating labor

the camp of hard as nails

Women in boots with no smile

and an oath to gut the male

and make him obedient and soft.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Surrogate Mom



She knew i couldn't take ten

but i pleaded for ten, and signed 

a waiver for Her.



i felt the damage by three

so by four i begged for no more

but She kept to Her word



intersected my buns with hard lines

Her signature lines

and i shouted my love


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Wednesday, August 29, 2012

At Full Salute






i praise this power

i give all

it takes more


i need it to feed

it dines without thinking

i give all

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Setting Rules



She calls me by a different name each time

She calls me names

It's the pulse of Her strength i need

It's Her hate


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Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Not To See It Coming



The need to feel cane

steady strikes

cold, professional words of control


i am allowed to kiss the ground

before and after


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Stone Gaze

She wins me over with her single look

She commands, i obey

She is everything, 

i am everything for Her


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Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Pre-Nup

i signed it all

what i owned, and own, and will be owning

my earnings in perpetuity

an oral diary of worship and admission

in exchange for discipline, an hour's walk in heels stuffed with a rubber cock

She makes me look at males fucking males

She says i'll be female one day

She says the world will laugh and i'll feel the deepest shame

and i walk the room again and again in 5 inch heels


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Saturday, June 30, 2012

Esteeming Her

For long moments, i kowtow

then spend wet minutes mouthing

the soles of her mules


It is for this She married me